Me

I am such a confusing person...even I don't understand myself...at least not for a long period of time...I'm soo inconsistent...it's soo frustrating...cuz im indecisive...another thing is that I can't stay mad for longg...i get very sum yuen..n cave in...i'm sooo tired...physically...emotionally..mentally...i duno what to think anymoree...duno what to doo..duno what is rite to do...can i say that i've tried...but what exactly have i tried doing??...i'm soooo lost....n sometimes feel soo helpless...n useless...i just wish someone could tell me what is going on and the next steps...i dont even know if im sad or depressed...im such weaksauce!! *tear*...there is soo much tat i want to do...soo much tat i want to know...but all i've got is speculations...of answers...but not the truth....n im too lazy and unmotivated to do anything...i'm wasting time...and i'm already 20...sigh....